when you see someone you like with someone else
Hello my life.
Gonna reblog this in case someone is foolish enough to think I’m not an extreme dork.
Finishing my midterm? Fuck that, let’s pretend I’m kawaii in my old Cooking Mama cosplay.
So I told myself I’d show an uncensored picture of my face today. Here’s a shitty pic of my face. *sob*
Oh god! My stuff from Anna House finally came! The stupid post office lost my package last week and we finally got it all beat up and what not. The blouse is just a little too tight but it’s freaking adorable. The petticoat is the right amount (which made me really happy) and the bloomer and shoes are so adorable. Even with my man legs, I look cute. Ohgodohgodohgod!~ It looks wonderful with my btssb jsk.
Oh god. I just tried dying my hair for the first time. Prom’s tomorrow. And I have a lovely red scab pimple under my nose. I’m gonna go watch my shows now and hope that in three hours my hair will look fine.
Not even joking, that’s gonna be the first thing I’m gonna buy after Connecticon. Because it get’s kinda weird to wear a school uniform after you graduate high school. I’m always just a little worried that I’m going to be one of those ladies in their mid fifties dressing as sailor moon. Just turning 18 has drastically dropped my interest in dressing as a school girl character.
So that being said, I at least want to get my chances of wearing a sailor suit in before my youthful appearance fully disappears. I wanted to be able to buy a orange school uniform so badly but after a good week’s search came up empty handed and then only to find it a week or two later on Bodyline. Kawaii school girl life here I come.
A test of my ben nye makeup the other night. Still trying to figure out what I’m doing wrong because it seemed not matter what I did, my skin kept showing through. I’m not very fond of that fact. And there’s some shitty as hell scars on there too. I’m still getting used to the collodion(which scares the ever loving fuck out me) especially with the bed nye because you know, it won’t cover skin but it will hide scars.
You trust your wise friend’s opinion. You layer some of your poofiest skirts and a cheap black Halloween petticoat and put on the white shirt on under your jumper. You put on your nappy blonde wig as well. You really don’t like this wig that much but pumpkin orange hair doesn’t really go well with baby pink and this is your best bet. You’ll probably comb it out tonight and braid it into pigtails regardless of your choice.
You take a picture for further verification on your choice…
-How I want to buy more cassettes but all the artists I listen to never released on cassette
-My L key is sticking
-Where this guy who’s in my class went to and how I want to ask people but I only have a vague understanding of what his name is
-Bunny suits are hard fucking sweet but where the hell do I get one
-I have no idea where my pokewalker is and it’s bothering me endlessly
-My L key is getting annoying because of how much I use it
-I never get to go to many gigs
-Radio cassette recorders are fucking expensive for being decade old technology